Saturday, May 19, 2012

Pelvic Exam

So, I went to the doctor yesterday. It was supposed to be a follow up for my depression meds.

I have been having some lower left pelvic pain, so I told my doctor. She asked some questions...blah blah blah. She said that she thinks it is ovarian cysts. So, a pelvic exam was in order to rule out any other problems.

I have never had a pelvic exam before. I was quite scared. With my past, I was worried how I would handle it.

Thankfully, my doctor knows of my past and she is very understanding. She is just wonderful!

So, the exam begins. It was the worst thing ever! I have never been so uncomfortable and in that much pain from any type of physical exam! So, not only was I in some pain from the exam because I couldn't relax, but there was also the pain that I have been feeling before the exam even began!

To add to all of that I was feeling so many different emotions. My doctor apologized a million times for having to do that (love her). I was just so uncomfortable and feeling so many things that I can't even begin to describe!

So, it was finished and I went to sit up and I nearly passed out. My doctor asked if I was okay, and I said that I felt like I was going to pass out, so she had me lay back down and got me some water. I just don't think my body or my mind was ready for something like that. I feel so embarrassed that I handled it so poorly. I should be stronger than that.

Even though I do feel ashamed of myself, I am slightly proud. I got through it. I survived one more obstacle in this whole thing! I hope that this story is inspirational for someone. I waited a month before going to the doctor because I knew that I was going to have to have a pelvic exam and I didn't want it. It shouldn't be that way. I need to take care of my body.

I am strong and this is proof that I am surviving. :)

11 comments:

mile191 said...

i am proud of you for going. i know i am not the best blog friend...i don't read as much as i use too. but reading you here today. really great that you know that you need to take care of you.

a pelvic is awful and so hard with abuse.

i am glad you did and that you are here to write openly about it. it will help someone.

it helped me...to know i am not alone feeling like i do.

thanks. best to your healing.

cheers.

Lara said...

No worries! I am not the best blogger friend either! I have a habit of not commenting on other blogs!

Thank you for your support! I am glad my posts help you! :)

Thanks for reading and commenting! :)

Ada Woodworth said...

I'm scheduled for pelvic exam next week and I've never been so afraid in my whole life. But I guess not anymore seeing you survived it :) Thanks for writing about your experience.

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