Sunday, March 25, 2012

My Heart

I learned something today.

I learned that my heart is fragile.

There are people in my life that have more access to my heart than others, and to me, that is how it should be. Things go bad when those people don't realize how much power they have over my heart. I can't help but to love these people unconditionally. They sometimes take advantage of me or hurt me. Was it on purpose? I sometimes can't tell. I like to assume that these people would never do that to me. It happens though. We are all human and we all make mistakes. Does the mistake have to be at the cost of my emotions and relationships?

I need to do what is best for me, and to protect my heart. I don't want to harden my heart, just protect it. I pray that God will show me how to do that with ease and love.

Sunday, March 18, 2012

So Much To Do!

I have been so busy lately!

School work has me swamped, along with gigs and getting ready for masterclasses and such things. I don't know how I am going to get everything that needs to be done...well...done!

I feel overwhelmed! I have so much that I have been wanting to post about, but my business has kept me from doing any of it! How frustrating!

I have to keep my priorities straight though. School first, gigs second, then blogging.

I am leaving on a trip on Wednesday, hopefully I will have a little down time to do some blogging and catch you all up on what has been going on in my life!

So much has happened!

I have 5 days of rehearsal time left until I play with a world known jazz trumpet player and I am NOT until I am, blogging is on hold!

Off to practice, I go!