I learned a very important thing the last couple of days.
It is important to get out in the open what happened. It is hard and no one may really understand, but it has to be done to help yourself.
Your feelings and the facts that happened will not just go away no matter how hard you wish. They won't. Trust me. I tried. You will just feel worse.
I have been doing both telling people and writing it down. It helps me to feel better. Well, actually I feel worse first, but eventually I do feel better.
I am so sorry I have not been on here much. I am back in school and things are just crazy! I will try to write more! :)