Here I go.
Time to vent about some things that have been on my mind for a while now.
I was told by one of my friends the other day that I am going to end up alone forever if I don't start dating right away. At first I believed him. I got kind of upset and a little frantic. I couldn't help but think that he was right. I am going to end up a dog lady (not a cat lady - I'm allergic).
He was making me feel like I am so abnormal because I am timid when it comes to the dating scene. I have every right to be timid when it comes to that too!
He doesn't really know my past, so who is he to judge me based on that?
I know that I need to get myself out there and try some dating, but I am so scared.
Who could ever love someone like me? I am so messed up that I am scared that once a guy finds this out, he will be heading for the door in a heartbeat.
Dating is scary for normal people, and it is a million times more so for me.