I feel like I have been missing from my blog for a while now.
But do not fear, for I have returned!
I am so busy with school and everything is just so hectic! But I found a few minutes to write. I made the time (I was about to go crazy!).
So, I was/am having some health trouble. Let me tell you about that.
I went to a new gynecologist. She is so nice! I LOVE her. The best one I have ever been to!
She was so nice and so patient with me in explaining the reason I was crying at a doctors office for a pelvic exam. (It was the only time I have ever had a pelvic exam that I didn't totally freak out and lose it!)
Unfortunately, even though she was a sweetheart, I got some not so good news.
I kind of knew it was coming. My family doctor said that she thought I had it, but wasn't positive, so she sent me to see this kind doctor I mentioned above.
She said that she is 90% sure that I have endometriosis. (the link takes you to more info about endometriosis! I am no expert on it and am still learning too!)
She said that she can't be 100% sure, because the only way to do that is to have surgery. Umm...no thanks. Not unless I need it, and thankfully, I don't (yet...).
So, now not only am I trying to survive school, but I am trying to survive chronic pelvic pain and survive sexual abuse.
It will be ok though. I know it will. God has a plan for me. Maybe his plan is that I can help both people who have been abused and those with this disease. Maybe. I'm not going to try and figure out his plan. It is too great for me to comprehend anyways.
Well, that is what has been going on with me. I will try my best to write more frequently!